It’s the day before I recommit to Raw Food. You’re only ready when you’re ready…right.
Just reflecting on where I am currently. Fasting blood sugar is around 90. I weigh 202 pounds. I’m a self diagnosed sugar addict. At times I’ve said that I could survive with just 2 a couple 3 musketeers bars per day and water. Sad.
The last few months I’ve come to the end of myself. No more excuses, no more back and forth. I really want to be free. Sure, my health will improve, I’ll lose weight, but what I really want is freedom. I want freedom from the bondage of endless dieting. I want freedom of will. I don’t want to feel like I’m out of control because I choose junk food over my own lasting happiness and health.
When I was raw, I felt better than I’d ever felt and the weight loss was effortless. The hardest part is all mental. I’m ready for the challenge of changing my mind so that my life can change.
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